sedih

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hmm..malam ni sekali lagi ku menelan bahan kimia(ayat hidayah bani) untuk mengelakkan dari tertidur...disebabkan oleh exam polimer yang dijangka mengerikan..
namun, tak dapat jugak masuk bila membaca sebab pening...pening sebab sisa2 bahan kimia tersebut masih ada dalam badan sebab tiap2 malam meneguknya setiap kali exam menghantui..lalu terdetik untuk menambah dan mengshare cerita disini...
sedih.. bila melihat orang yang kita sayang bergaduh sesama sendiri
sedih...bila kita xdapat buat apa2 kerana kita rasa dorang nak dengar ke cakap kita ni..
sedih...bila teringat dosa yang dilakukan pada masa lampau ..semakin tua, semakin banyak dosa..adakah akan diterima diriku ini disisiNYA..
sedih...melihat oramg sibuk mengejar kekayaan sehingga tergadai nyawa insan xbersalah..
sedih..melihat binatang teraniaya..
sedih..melihat  manusia dizalimi..
sedih..jika ada perselisihan kaum..
sedih..bila melihat kawan dipermainkan..
sedih...memang banyak perasaan sedih dalam diriku ini..
tapi kusedar semakin banyak sedih semakin pasif ku jadinya...apa yang boleh buat, kuatkan diri untuk diri sendiri dan juga orang lain...yela, mana tau satu hari nanti kita mungkin dapat membantu orang yang memerlukan..InsyaAllah

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  1. Hidayah BaniNovember 6, 2010 at 12:27 AM

    betul tu..kita tahu apa yang membuatkan kita sedih,tapi kita tak boleh pandang perkara tu sebagai benda yang buat kita sedih,kita perlu cari cara unk overcome kesedihan dan yang paling pertama sekali kita kembali kepada sang Pencipta perasaan tu sendiri kerana dialah yang membuatkan kita sedih dan gembira.selamat menjalanni kehidupan dan dirahmati Allah...

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  2. neuroticnadNovember 16, 2010 at 11:42 PM

    terima kasih dayah..<3

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