neuroticallyme

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera..dah lama rasanya saya xberblog...mungkin kerana kekangan masa ataupun aktiviti2 yang terlalu banyak untuk diuruskan dan disertai menyebabkan saya tiada masa untuk meluangkan sedikit masa untuk menulis sepatah dua benda dalam blog ni.. tgk tajuk atas pun dah dapat agak saya nak tulis apa kan? Yeah betul..saya akan bercuti ? ke manakah kali ni? ke negeri yang mempunyai ibu negerinya bernama seakan binatang ,.,yes, iaitu kuching , Sarawak... Akan ke sana bersama abah, mak dan abang ku..tiket sudah lama ditempah..mcmanapun terpaksalah ponteng kelas 2 hari...hurm..bukan sengaja...Merasakan ada hikmahnya kenapa percutian ini berlaku pada masa ini..mungikn nak bagi saya masa berehat selepas begitu sibuk menjaga kolej tercinta bersama dgn JAKSA2 kesayangan sekalian..sebenarnya dah xtau nak tulis apa...just harap percutian kali ini memberi makna dan mengajar saya lebih banyak dan memberi masa saya untuk berfikir dengan tenang untuk keputusan berat yang bak

Assalamualaikum semua, Lama dah rasanya xtulis blog ye... Harap semua rakan2 ku di perantauan semua sihat2 belaka..Saya buat tajuk besar entry saya kalini Persiapan ada sebabnya... Bercakap pasal persiapan..banyak persiapan yang telah sya buat sepanjang cuti ni..nak tahu jenis2nya??? sila baca dibawah 1.training materials for training  - printing, binding, susuning.. 2. MMP - Hurm, yang ni byk gila la..dari awal sampai ke akhir..xterlarat nak type kat sini..planning and posting dkt fb je untuk contact pc2 saya..sgt xpuas ye mcmtu..kalau face to face baru rasa lega..mana taknya..takut info tak terpass..being a cautious people that i am..i always remind my pc what to do , when and ..the list goes on.. 3. Raya... Raya kalini, untuk preparation dirumah hanya ada mak dan saya...so kami berdua sahaja yang dok kemas...one by one..lama2 habislah kemas satu rumah...harinin baru kemas dining room..esok nak pindah ke meja buku, then cuci kipas n tingkap then bilik dan sterusnya..and b

Love... sometime i feel like i need it sometime i feel like.. am i prepared to such commitment?.. Trust me, if I were to jump in a relationship..I will give it my all..But given my last few unfortunate relationship be it official or not official has made me think twice when I started to feel something about some guy..  It's really hard for me trust them..maybe that has made me to be a bit of feminist now..Yes I  can trust them on work but to be someone special..erttt.. don't think so.. See now I'm working part-time right, part time = work and no time for love JAKSA, President to be exact = hardly any time for it at all... I wouldnt want my whoever to be left out if I were to bz some days..So do I really need one? Or was it because I havent really let go of this one person who have affected me that deep..Though I rarely talk to him now but he appeared in my dream for the third time already..that is super weird..I dont want to think about it anymore..wonder why i sometime

This time will just be a short one..Ive gotten a job as a facilitator..hehe..great..well it is for my sister company..they're doing it at a tamil primary school in GOPENG...near my hometown..been a while since i went there..anyway, for this training Ive to be an energizer bunny..yeah..u know..though it is fasting month..im praying that ill have the energy to do that...praying that everything will run smoothly..hee2...that is all for now..will update u the post-training details..till then xoxo..have a blessed fasting month...:)

 Hello3 everybody..it has been a real boring week for me..for a start, my sis asked me to stop the digging for a while(well act i still do it)..and the new task for me is to search for song, old song..the one that can get people to get up and prance...       When i get bored, i tend to think too much about stuff, like sometime my ex..erttt..that wasnt supposed to happened...hurm...tiny petty things.. a lot of things..here something that makes me think sometime, is that when i look at my FB wall, i saw this person that i wish to forget picture in my friend list..urm, i wish could remove them but it just not right..no particular reason for that..have u ever have the odd moment of yr best friend sorta speak,,didnt reply any of your text..hurm, that can be a bit frustrating..but then who am i to talk about that...         I'm very curious of people who talk bad stuff about other people while they themselves isnt any good..ive a very close example..I xknow how to like actually tell th

Assalamualaikum semua...jam menandakan 3.41 pagi..tarikh 15/7/2011... Saya masih tidak tidur kenapa? kerana minum kopiko dan juga telah tidur petang... Sejak dari pagi saya rasa mahu tulis blog harini...saya kalau dah ada niat saya akan buat...so, here goes.. Kalini, saya nak share pasal sedikit sebanyak sejarah hidup saya...karakteristik saya dan sebagainya...this can be sorta like biography yang akan dirumuskan supaya sesiapa( ada ke orang nak baca) yang akan membaca ni xkan rasa --urmm, panjang gila dia tulis, bila nak habis ni--- Asal -ipoh perak l ahir (urm nak tau tanya sendiri) bahaya dedahkan dekat alam maya ni... Saya merupakan anak bongsu daripada 6 adik beradik ..umur tahun ni dah 22...Saya masa kecik2 dulu kata mak..memang senang nak jaga..jadi korang boleh agakla saya mcmana kan? Yup, saya senyap memang senyap..terutama bila berhadapan dgn orang yang lebih tua, xkenal..TAPI...Bila dgn kawan rapat..mcm2 saya bercerita..to be honest ( my family xtau that crazy side

Hi i havent been posting new post lately..yeah considering i was tied up with workshop, proposal writing and working at the same time...okay never mind heres the agenda behinds my main topic today.. TRUSTING MEN ..(let me bold that just so you know how hard it is for me to do that)... 1.Ive been in a relationship twice and they treated me like u know what..i was under appreciated...sometimes      i think i was the only one who gave much but get less... 2.. Only when i broke it off...they started to crawl back and beg for forgiveness..i mean o.O..u SHOULVE      KNOWN BETTER... awal2 xnak jaga perasaan..skrg baru nak pujuk rayu... its true that some people      said..when the ooing just started, theyll do almost anything to win the girl heart, but bila dah lama, bila dorg      rasa 'ala, she loves me so much that she wouldnt go anywhere'..'nothing to worry about'...uhhh hello?? am      i the only one that love n cherish 'this relationship'... 3. The Pe

GREAT!!!! The exam is finally O.V.E.R.....ahaks....been wanting to go out and chill so badly..but still i havent do it...got lots of things plan ahead.... 1. short sem hurmm...will be having supposingly one month of it...but then since i was a bit unlucky with last semester result..ive to take hm with other set of students meaning more time needed...meaning more than one month but no matter , ill be needing extra time in UKM..cosidering ill be doing the next LIST below 2. RESEARCHER...yes you saw it...im not bluffing...but its not really like sorta scientific  research which i also love dearly..well actually i work with my eldest sis ..in her company..i mean her joining forces with her colleague...basically what ill be doing is to google for residential aassociation in klang valley for a start then expand to ngo and the whole country....then ive to dig on some old songs and new songs since their company will be coaching people of all ages...ahaha..isnt fun??? yes, i know....thats why

hurmm...its been a while since i update this blog...so now, to avoid myself dozing off after a very heavy meal i decided to write down a thing or 2..  firstly, the busy2 week has come to a slower pace and though i still have my hands tied up with assignments and notes and stuff, i still manage to go and chill out..as a matter of fact i just went to watch beastly starring alex pettyfer and vanessa hudgens...btw did i mention that he (Alex Pettyfer is super hot)..hurmm it wasnt an action movie like i tot it was....instead its like a love story and with a bit witch's twist inside of it..and i thought it was very cool...it did include some life learning lesson and believe it or not i did cried watching this...AGAIN....emotional of me...overall i give 4.5/5.... the other day i went vase hunting with my bestfriend, we drove there and search the place ask people and after about 1 hour drive we finally reached that mall...hehe after buying, my recently constantly hungry stomach started

lama gila dah xberblog..harini rasa mcm nak post...jam menunjukkan 12.44pm, lagi 1jam 16min ke lab, so apa2 pun tulis jekla.... minggu yang berlalu, banyak cabaran pilihan raya kampus,,,pergh....apa lagi minggu yang sgt sensitip... cuba mengawal bahasa, dan bersabar dgn orang yang membuat tuduhan2 yang xberaasas.....memang saborjela teman sepanjang minggu tu,,,byk2 perasaan dialami dalam satu masa..kecewa, sebab berapa ketulje yang turun gotong royong, wlaupun tidor 3jam je stelah malamnya sibuk siapkan kerja2 jentera, turun jugakla..dah tanggungjawab,,,,haruslah pegang, orang dah bagi amanah dan mandat,dan sendiri memang suka akan kerja jadi i just did my best for my post.. ada period yang sgt terasa dgn kwan rapat...tapi apa boleh buat, saborjela...mengadu kat kwn yang biasa/selesa untuk diadu....sebab dia selalu dgr dan beri pendapat yang ok... kemudian oleh sebab sgt rasa nak keluar, maka ajaklah john doe ini keluar...beli kain , makan2...tpi xlama sebab beliau harus pulang

Teteteteta...can u seriously believe it? i myself find its hard to believe it,, gee.. hehe..maybe the way he talks, or just how he looks and the he smiles and how he cares...im just head over heels for him.. O.M.G GOOD THING , why? because it means that im getting over what i supposed to be getting over .. hehe.. Im SO TOTALLY happy now... Ill be smiling a lot now.. in fact im gonna give one big smile right now...this instant...:D that is all for now... stay loved...

 masuk minggu ni dah kali ke-2 terfikir pasal that human being..last week siap nangis2, this week alhamdullillah xnangis dah....cuma teringat je..  sungguh xexpect that itll be hard for me to forget that person..so short time.. yet so deep...never thought that person can impact me that much...mungkin sebab im the kind that if i started to care bout someone, itll be hard to let go... sometime i feel stupid for remembering because it isnt worth remembering.. hopefully, this feeling will eventually be wiped out of my heart and maybe even soul.. its not worth my time thinking bout it..i have other important stuff to worry about.. that is all, just posting while waiting for these lids to drop..done reading psm.. nite beautiful people... xoxo =)

hurmm..saya ada kwan , dia xy.. .DIA sgt pe lik ... kenapa pelik saya pun xtau..knpa dia perlu lakukan perkara pelik tersebut ...hurmm  PELIK...PELIK... Kalau dgn saya , jgnlah berpura2 or cuba menipu....saya senang detect orang yang cuba tipu saya...saya sgt suka membuat research terhadap perkara2 yang mencurigakan...diikuti dgn instinct yang sgt kuat... selalunya betul...harapan disini agar orang tersebut xpelik lagi dan juga yang lain pun xpelik lagi... saya pun semoga tidak akan menjadi pelik2... ps: kadang2 letih tgk orang berpe'el pelik, mcm budak kecik... sekian , cerita yang sgt pendek dan pelik minggu ni..

tanggal 31disember -2 januari merupakan bengkel lakonan TEKAD berserta dengan family day... JUMAAT- bengkel abg nuex ke mari memberi ilmu yang agak penting dalam lakonan..iatu fokus dan buang perasaan malu..hurmm best jugak..dapat partner dgn tiqa, izrul then adi lelaki... boleh jgak tahu mcmana 'bekerja' dgn mereka...semua untuk test perkara yang telah disentuh... Kemudian : bertolak pulang ke nilai...dihantar oleh Halyda(loud front sitter), emma, dayah ..and akif (driver)... dalam kereta mcm2 aksi dilakukan cik halyda maklumlah memang jenis kecoh...sepanjang perjalanan 2 kali roadblock aada..hurmm mungkin sebab new year ni...byk sungguh kereta malam tu masing2 dgn hala tuju masing2... kemudian jam lebih kurang1.50 pagi barulah sampai ke laman jasmin...semua gelap gelita..mak dah tidor... masuk bilik, lapar..sebab tadi dinner biskut ja.. pastu apa lagi lantas menuju ke dapur dan memasak mee segera...pastu tgk tv kejap nampak justin bieber menang artist of the year..f