neuroticallyme

I used to very much despise people who assumed stuff about me that are not true. But as time passed  I realize that why Would I be bothered with what people assumed about me if it ain't right. It also taught me what kind of a person whoever making the comments are and how insignificant they can be for my growth.. To those who loves to assume stuff about people, try this thing called "asking" .. It makes everything less dramatic and straightforward. :)

The more I think The more it makes sense. At this current time, Safeguarding myself is the best decision I could make. Safeguarding from what? Only God knows what. Why does it take too long for me to see that? I'm not sure myself. I can say I was blind then. let it out, let go.. don't keep stuff bottled up inside. That's why I'm writing here and no one sees my blog. I don't think so. Dah lama dah orang tak baca blog orang dengan sengaja. So I will write here. Peace out!

I'm still learning to bake. But it's something I always look forward to doing. It's so easy and yummy. Most importantly when it's homemade, I get to choose what I want to have in the mixture of course, no preservative needed or extra sugar is no no.. All my products that came out from the baking are so far so good and less sweet. Naadiah's signature I called it. Cause I hate sweet like.. extremely hate it. hehe. Well this late afternoon I'll be baking banana chocolate muffin using greek yogurt and honey as a healthier alternative. I'm so excited and looking forward to the final result. How it will taste, smell like? eeeep.. happy me. okay. I will share the recipe in the future. I am thinking of enrolling myself into a baking class if not I will just use pinterest and youtube as my source of information. I'm happy.

Today visit to the school for my niece report card on behalf of my sis brought me back to the time when my mum came and took mine. Back then, I was asked to sit beside my mum, and the teacher will share everything about me in front of me, sometimes even rubbing my head saying I'm a good student. (feeling embarrassed and shy). Now, the students just sit at their own place and only parents/guardian talk to the teacher. (which I think do good for the kid's emotional safety) Back then getting in the Top 10 was easy. And I saw my niece missed only a bit to get to TOP 10 even though her scores are mostly As. Makes me realized, Kids are getting smarter.  Though competition is tough, at the end of the day, attitude says it all. Never be too focus on tip top exam result. There is no point of getting good results if you behave badly towards people.  My niece is as happy as a bundle of Joy as she is. Despite not getting perfect As.  Tudia, repor...

I'm the kind who is good in intrapersonal skill. I'm aware of what's happening to me and always ponder upon them whatever they maybe.. Well in this not so cool day.. I think quite a lot, while accomplishing multiple task at work.. These are the things that are just me: 1. I don't like to be reminded of things I already know. To me, that can be extremely annoying to the point of I would distance myself from whoever that was doing it.. ( It's like I know, why the need of repetition ) no need to stress on a certain.things too much..that gets me overwhelmed somehow. 2. I must have my alone time. Must to.the max. Or else I can blow up or burnt out.. So when I'm having my alone time, I don't like to be disturbed. 3. I believe in.having a work life balance. I believe in giving my 100% in both. Therefore you may find me work like crazy n give the best at home as well. I will always go back and help out my mum, cooking with her, chitchatting with my sis..I even...

It is saturday. And I have decided since the night before I want to go to the movies ( I even planned for my.morning workout routine, n timing in my head and as usual.everything went as planned). I  want to have my alone time again. After such a crazy  2weeks at work..this week everything ended very well..I was happy for so many reasons. I realized "denial is the enemy of the truth" quote from.the movie I watched called Redha..And so I did what I thought was right and I never felt happier.. whatever this thing is which I don't intend to share it with the world.. It makes me happy.. And I would love to keep it that way. I cannot have too much of it nor too little of it.. The right amount will do just to keeping me content. A friend of mine that I happened to become kinda close  with.. i can say, shared something about  following the flow and process and do not push or rush something. Fear the passion and excitement of it might burnt out makes me think a lot about t...

Dear oh dear. This is a really hot topic among malays in malaysia. Yup. Over here, some people still believe that a lady should get married before 30. So they say, if you get married early, you will have more kids and jangan jadi anak dara tua. As a matter of fact a lot of my friends are already happily married. have kid after kid. Hmm, I'm just not really drawn into that so soon. There are many reasons for why I said that: 1. I'm not financially really stable yet (up to my standard at least). I think I should have enough to cover for whatever needed in such commitment. 2. I have not found the right person yet. A lot has happened to the women surrounding myself and also myself, somehow I have build/ create a checklist when it comes to choosing man,. The " what to avoid" list. I'm very cautious in a way.  (There was one past relationship that turned so bad, that I feel like I should investigate a man like a convict, before proceeding further- woww). I re...