Safeguard

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The more I think The more it makes sense.

At this current time, Safeguarding myself is the best decision I could make.
Safeguarding from what? Only God knows what.

Why does it take too long for me to see that? I'm not sure myself. I can say I was blind then.

let it out, let go.. don't keep stuff bottled up inside. That's why I'm writing here and no one sees my blog. I don't think so. Dah lama dah orang tak baca blog orang dengan sengaja.
So I will write here.

Peace out!


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