neuroticallyme

I am officially tired, fatigue. Today is my final day of a full 7/days a week job, for the past 4 weeks.. As much as I love to work, I do believe in getting enough rest. I know I'm currently completely exhausted cause I can't think straight anymore  My brain has been working hard, so does my tummy. All 3 parts of them.  the duodenum, jejunum and ileum from  All the food I took when in need of adenosine triphosphate for physical.use or for neuron transmission cause I think a lot. Well eventually we do need a lot of ATP  to do a lot of other things. It all relates, the CNS system is one of the most amazing system i have ever known. Tak boleh stop bila cakap pasal sains ni.. Anyhoo, I decided to again go watch a movie alone..cause im kinda introverted, i love to spend time alone, its my way of recharging, be it hiking, running, swimming, shopping.. I do mostly by myself. Today im watching jack reacher, last i watched when i was still in uni. For some reason, I l...

On the 10th of October, My 7th nephew was born. He has a rather a unique name when you translate it to english it would means, confirm a winner. It was my eldest sister's 2nd child after 9 years of giving birth to her first born.So I can only imagine how happy she is now. and also my parents. I am also anxious for the baby to come out because I am excited to see that sweet little face. :) Being in the same house with my sis, and seeing her went through the pregnancy and second time mother to a baby just makes me even more impressed with all the mothers in the world.. Imagine going through the morning sickness, mood swing, stressful situation, carrying a living creation in your amniotic sac, the back pain (Goodness Having period pain is one of the things I don't really enjoy having especially if it is paired with massive headache- not good not good), Having to always take care of she eats, activities she does, going though hours of contraction, pushing the baby out (ouchie),...

Hehe. Rasa lucu tengok tajuk ni. Tapi terdetik nak tulis sebab sepanjang tolong mak uli doh karipap tadi, deme asyik sembang pasal lelaki dan suami2 kepada orang. I know I mentioned that I don't want to be with anyone now. This post is just sharing on what is my ideal lelaki unggul.. Hehe. Again nak ketawa. Bila sebut ayat unggul .teringat tagline iklan.ni.. Hihi Anyhoo, me, my mum and my sis were talking about how some men being irresponsible father and husband, banyak bergantung kepada isteri je. And also jenis liat nak solat.. ( obviously melihat situasi sebegini yang ada punca sebab saya tak nak kahwin lagi.. Tak jumpa lagi yg betul2 worth it)  sebab kita fikir long term.  cause when we get married, it is sharing a life with another human being, dari sharing the bed, houses, food, and most importantly decision making pun sharing.. Tak lupa kita dah bagi some part of our heart yang fragile ni to that person. I want it to be handle with care and vice versa. Plus my si...

Even the word parent brought about heavily important vibe   Being a parent is not just about feeding the child, but also shaping the being of a child, their personal growth. What triggers me on writing about this even though I am not yet married is the trainings I have assisted recently. I heard a lot of sharing on how kids don't like their parents for forcing them into doing things they dislike and some other rather unpleasant stuff which made me realized it is extremely important to start shaping the kid at their early age. For an example: to live life knowing the existence of choices and being responsible of it, to speak up their opinion the appropriate way, to be committed, compassionate, empathetic of other people, being rational, and always giving the flexibility to again- their choices. At the end of the day, it's their life not ours. Well honestly to me, letting the kids be happy doing stuff they love is better than having the kids feeling stressed, depressed and a...

Saya jenis yang selalu berangan melakukan sesuatu yang tidak biasa orang lakukan. "seorang diri". Tak kira apa kata orang walaupun ada yang kena perli. Kita redha je.. Hehe. Yang penting saya buat untuk kepuasan cabaran yang I set myself. And I count on me. Not people. So biarlah apa orang nak cakap. I'll keep doing it. Mula2 berangan, pastu slowly plan, pastu menjadi.. Itulah kisahnya

It's been 6 months since my last adventure. I'm now aching for another solo trip. I have a few places in my head to go to after september ends. Bali, jogja, phuket or oz. With my sister giving birth soon. I believe I might be a lot more busy. Really hope I could go somewhere, anywhere. I already have 2 confirmed plan next year. Vietnam with family and hiking mount kk with my sis n kota seriemas neighbours. Maybe next year I should really  make my solo europe travel trip a reality.. Hmmmm ( let's berangan2) its affirmation

Aug 28 of every year serves as a reminder of the day I was born. This 2016, I was busy with a lot of programs on my birthday month. Everything is perfectly planned by God that I will have a break on my birthday. I would say it is a sweet wonderful day for me. I started the day off with a quick run on the treadmill. Managed to run full 20 without stopping to walk. Yeayy  and it felt great, nothing painful, it was easy. Then I went straight to.the other machine to tone my arms and leg. And safely finished one hour session at the gym. Right after gym, to cool the sweat off, I played some songs and a few favorite on my piano.. Wee. There went another hour. Had breakfast with my sis and bil and checked out our potential new office. My sis btw, she bought me shirt that I would love to have. So kind and giving. In the 5 love language she scored highest in the act of giving. Meaning, showing love by giving.. So there, proven. Mine would be togetherness and act of service. I love to...