neuroticallyme

The training that I have been working so hard  on in terms of props and preparation with the help of my group finally ended today. breath of relief for a while. In training, I believe that there is always something we can learn from everyone regardles if you are playing the role as a participant or the training team..I realized ( though I know journaling is good but never really practice it) I should journal more. see, when you journal your thoughts, emotions,you will start to notice things that are happening around you, to engage on your emotion towards a certain event, to explore further on the untapped potential you have within you and started to decide what action or steps to be taken next .. Therefore I should really take effective actions to ensure that I am aware of where I am in this stage of my life, what is next, what could be better in my current work, personal life. I mean, I'm not getting any younger, simply going through life without proper future projection simpl...

Maybe it is just my nature of loving facts and data. To me it's a plus point if someone is well versed  on things they really are passionate of or not. ( those who can talk about anything) I don't know many people that are so. I'm not sure if it's just my standard of evaluating people. But I do have a few friends that successfully reached that standard ( without them knowing) .. Tak mau cakap nanti kembang pula .. not to say that I don't make friends to those that are not, I mean everyone in my life brings different experience that I could learn from . I just like intelligent people.. it is an attractive quality to have..because I could exchange thoughts and have good conversations full with data, explanations on a certain theory... I can't describe how excited I am to have such friend. haahh..Feel like writing tonight, just my way of expressing my thoughts and current feeling.. I have been working the whole day.. it's a crazy challenging week to prepa...

Just recently, a friend of mine approached me seeking for advice on her relationship situation. I chuckled to myself I am no expert because I'm having trouble in that department myself.Yikes!!. Anyway, I did my best to support her on making decision. Giving her options and let her see what's possible. and to prepare for consequences. You see, when it comes to your heart, sometimes the brain can't really function well. Dang! it hits me again. This is so me! oh my god! I'm a pretty careful, cautious person. and analyse my every step before anything. But when it comes to love, I become somewhat dumb/ I put my analytical self aside. To me if you already feel it down to your bone, that's something sincere and pure. Anyway, this post is not about me, I actually wanted to talk about women empowerment IN love. Having been in a few relationships myself, I learned quite a lot, the ups and downs of it. Some learning I got from my past relationships are: Always, alwa...

Wow!! Seems like a century has passed. Ouh my . exaggerating much. Let's see my last post was Oct,2013. Now is March 2016. I have been through so much for the past 3 years.Wow!  I can't put into words. (Well, actually not, I am writing now). Anyway, I shall just give a rough summary of what has happened in Year 2014, 2015 and this year. Year 2014 I quit my first job as a claim handler after working there for only 6 months. well not really, 4 months training and 2 months of claim handling. It's not like the job is hard or something, I mean, I am actually quite a good claim handler. I usually will handle the report on time and willing to stay for a few more hours just to get the job done. It's just that the routine of rushing to work in the morning, punch in punch out, lunch, work, rush back home, have dinner and sleep. and doing them all over again bore the day light out of me. Then I realized I can't do routine stuff.. Right after that I actually got 2 off...